This is nothing more than my vents, worries, likes/dislikes, what annoys me and what makes me happy kindof happy lala-land for me. Scroll down a bit to start reading, or a bit more to read more about me.
1. Finished 4th year of pharmacy school strong
2. Went to Bronx zoo
3. Went to the MET museum of art
4. Went to century 21 in Rego park
5. Went hiking for 4 hours in bear mountain
6. Had an amazing 22!
7. Went to an outdoor film festival at TriBeCa
8. Got a high score of 153 in bowling
Forgive me Father… I don’t know what the “right” path is. I’ve made countless mistakes and still refuse to change. Here I am on the night before my birthday hoping that maybe he will contact me today and wish me a happy birthday.. And You know me.. You know what my heart beats for at this moment.. But You know what’s better for me.. And You know my future.. “Heal my heart and make it clean.. Open up my eyes to the things unseen..” Show me what is to come, make me a wiser person.. Keep my heart guarded… For right now, I am weak and frail.. I am weary.. I am hopeless.. But my faith is in You and I thank You for my birthday.
found this on pinterest!! ADORABLE!
We’re just like,
I drove for miles
Just to find
You and find myself
All these screams
All these voices
In my head
You gave me strength
Gave me hope
For a lifetime
I never was satisfied
This time won’t you save me
This time won’t you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
This time won’t you save me
This time won’t you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
It’s not your fault
I’m a bitch
I’m a monster
Yes I’m a beast
And I feast
When I conquer
But I’m alone
On my throne
All these riches
I came this way
All this way
Just to say hey
This time won’t you save me
This time won’t you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
This time won’t you save me
This time won’t you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
Exactly.
I respect son right here.
much love
OH MY GOD! Angel!
Awww. Future husband man!
That made me tear up. We need more great human beings like him. I hope he raises his children with the same ideologies. I feel a little better about the world tonight.
but…but…i thought all young men of color are violent threats to society?
Awww omg <3
I made You promises a thousand times
I tried to hear from Heaven
But I talked the whole time
I think I made You too small
I never feared You at all No
If You touched my face would I know You?
Looked into my eyes could I behold You?
(CHORUS)
What do I know of You
Who spoke me into motion?
Where have I even stood
But the shore along Your ocean?
Are You fire? Are You fury?
Are You sacred? Are You beautiful?
What do I know? What do I know of Holy?
I guess I thought that I had figured You out
I knew all the stories and I learned to talk about
How You were mighty to save
Those were only empty words on a page
Then I caught a glimpse of who You might be
The slightest hint of You brought me down to my knees
What do I know of holy lyrics_ Addison Road
Any fool can be optimistic, but only a realist will aim high to reach their goals in a satisfactory fashion.
As I am growing up, I see how ugly of a human being I am capable of becoming without the proper guidance from God and with my own limited thoughts. I turn to God countless times in times of despair and solitude. No matter how many times I tell myself not to do this, I do it over and over again. I don’t know why I do this all the time….
Seems like my emotions are starting to change like the weather. One day hot, then the next day, windy as hell.. then freezing cold… Anyways, on a brighter note, the weather was nice today and I’m feeling a lot better. :)
